ARGH!!!!

I HATE GEMBIO!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!!

I HATE DNA!!!!

Haiz,2day dunno what happen to me.Suddenly,cannot control my emotions,yes the influx of emotions and feelings are making me go crazy.Orh I so Hate myself for wad i am >.-


GEMBIO SUKS BIG TIME!!! Its just a CRAPPY PIECE OF SHIT!!!!.Okay,i feel better now.Better go back to studying Haiz,Life suks,nv goes towards the way you want it

Chris,please don't bang into some random dustbin HAHA!!!!
-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Erm...Today,there was the ITP ballot.Well,I got into Questlab without any ballot.xLOLx since very few people wanted to do that,all want to squeeze and fight for the behind spots.

Well there are pros and cons for gging to Questlab.Here are the List

PROS
-Erm,Andrea,Sacha and Bernard also gging(Well,its better with more company,but too bad i cannot go ITP with my 'other friends' (: (quite lucky le for mi,the others all like work alone de)
-You get paid $10 everyday u work there(abt $330 for the whole ITP)
-Our timeslot is 1-9pm(8hrs),while normally is 8am-5pm(9 hrs);see less 1 hour LOLZ
-Nearby gt shops and eating outlet i think
-can wake up late

CONS
-I will miss the rest of u that are going different areas ):
-1-9pm is a bit sucky,I mean when everybody is working,u are slacking=.=and when others are slacking,u are working.Sucks lor,have less time to meet or chat with others.
-Weekend(Sat) have to work also plus only $5 =.=!!!!!
-i cannot ehem...forgt wad i want to say (:

P.S To those of my friends gging polyclinic,gd luk cause its gging to be very hoing,no time to slack de

Mistakes guide you in Life
-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Manga Recommendations

Vampire Knight

Plot Summary: Yuki's earliest memory is of a stormy night in winter, wherein she was attacked by a vampire... And then rescued by another. Now 10 years later, Yuki Cross, the adapted daughter of the headmaster of Cross Academy, has grown up and become a guardian of the vampire race, protecting her savior, Kaname, from discovery as he leads a group of vampires at the elite boarding school. But also at her side is Zero Kiryu, a childhood friend who’s hatred for the creatures that destroyed everything he held dear, is now determined never to trust them. This coexisting arrangement seems all well and good, but have the vampires truly renounced their murderous ways, or is there a darker truth behind their actions. Is Kaname's infatuation with Yuki the beginning of a forbidden romance, or is it something in her forgotten past that draws him to her. Because in this world of secrets, nothing is as it seems. And the price of misplaced trust may even be worse than death.

To read this,go to here

Too tired to blog yesterday,so I'll just blog today.

1st started of with a test which i choing like siao,but luckily and thankfully most of the questions is in Mcq.Then followed clam,chris and HR to Fc6 to eat and went to library to slack.Pretty simple right

Then the nxt lesson is the 1 that destroyed my happy mood,the crappy ENV SCience.Failed that test.I dunno y leh every sem sure gt 1 subject that pull me down. 1st sem was Cellbio,followed by biophysics and this sem is this crappy environmental science.I don't want to be environmental friendly le >.< .Then went to bedok to slack before going home

Waiting for you in the realm of time
-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

So boring today,so did a test on psychic powers on this site http://www.psychicguild.com/esptest/index.php

Results-Precognition

Selecting 28% correctly indicates a small amount of psychic ability to predict the future (Precognition). It is likely you are blessed with precognitive powers.

Results-Clairvoyance
Selecting 25% correctly is not indicative of psychic ability to see the unknown(Clairvoyance ). It is likely you are not blessed with clairvoyant powers.

WOW,so maybe i gt Mcq lucky skills is cause of my small amt of precognition abilities HEHE
.Too bad i cannot see the unknown >.<

Recently,Having too many weird dreams already,Everyday confirm have dreams nowadays for me.Tomorrow back to school.YAY!!!

What does my dream signify?
-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

HME day sianz,rushed down to ajunied mrt station to meet clam,HR and nic but apparently nic was late so Oh well,we had breakfast(sorry nic nv wait for you then eat le).HME hor,today our team very efficient.SO many pple open doors for us give us test.Haha,As usual,Justin was talking non-stop throughout the day.Actually hor,he quite interesting to talk to de,LOL,only a bit Ehem......The people this week were quite friendly and kind,so we were quite lucky.

By the way hor,can please stop spreading rumors le (I invoke nightmares and satanic field on u all den u noe.HEhehe) Break mirror=7 years of bad luk onli,kenna my full burst satanic field=10 years of bad luk plus horrible nightmares.

Erm,found this personality disorder thingy from hy blog and decided to try it..

Disorder	Rating	Information
Paranoid:	Low	click for info
Schizoid:	Low	click for info
Schizotypal:	Very High	click for info
Antisocial:	Low	click for info
Borderline:	Moderate	click for info
Histrionic:	Moderate	click for info
Narcissistic:	Low	click for info
Avoidant:	Very High	click for info
Dependent:	Very High	click for info
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High	click for info

OMG!!!! I think my brain gt problem sia,big problem. NOoooo!!!!!!
Link for u to test ur sanity:http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

I don't want see psychiatrist,Help mi angels

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Well,the day started with MMM asking us to do the 'SPOT the Pathway'assignment.Was okay bah,still need lots of practice,followed by Haematology and GEMbio.Nothing realli special happened,just the same old boring schedule.After Gembio,went to eat lunch at FC5 with HanRong,Huiying,Justina and Peixuan before going for GEMs.GEMs-last lesson,the nxt 2 wks for project(=.= i haven't even start preparing yet,hope can get A bah,if not very sad).After GEMS,go back to FC5 again to eat KFC with Huiying,Pei xuan,Jun xian and Han Rong.I feeling damm full le after that.

The Cancer CG group was quite fast,go thru a few qns on cancer and went on to chiong metbio datasht.Waited for everyone to finish up and finally headed back home.Erm,on the train talk talk talk till i missed my outram park stop(BTw,the train was damm crowded) So went to bedok eat and decided to take 87 back to hougang.The 87 hor keep moving around hougang till i nearly motion sickness(@.@),take like 1 hr to reach home.

Haiz,2morrow still gt HME,cannot sleep late.8.45 at base camp =.=,i still wan revise A&P test de.

Brand New Days

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Pathology-Learnt abt diabetes and myocardium infarction.Erm,white bread is the most DANGEROUS substance in the world as it is easy to absorb the glucose=may indirectly lead to Diabetes Type 2.Veggies can help lower down the blood glucose level>.<

SO PPLE like mi who always eat bread for breakfast and dun eat veggies,DIE LE!!!!,dun cry for mi hor,i dun want any tears LOL

SO,wad is the moral of the story?

Wad ever u do,also DIE!!! so myself sit back,relax and enjoy life.

GEmbio was abt the Lac operon,surprising for the 1st time in my GEMBIO life,i understood what ccy was talking about.Very amazed with myself,maybe cause we did the practical already(:
Break=studying;I noob,no choice have to study if not sure fail de.

Haematology-- Wohoho,Venipucture.Well,lots of things happen.Ehem,and i wun bother to elaborate on it.P.S,the RBC looks like stars under phase contrast.

Overall,a fine day ^^

I can see stars all over

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Ok I am so going to heaven with the coming barrage of tests.Looking at the timetable make me feel like gging to jigoku le.

29-7-08(Tue) A&P test(Haiz,y so fast?)

30-7-08(Wed) Environmental Science test(rmb bring lappy hor)

01-8-08(Fri) Gembio test(Jx,call ur friend help!!! >.<)

08-8-08(Fri) Pathology mock exam(i wun be tricked again >.<)

11-8-08(Mon) Metbio test(40%,no jk 0.o)

And after that,here comes the exams,they are nt giving us enough break!!!!

21-8-08 A&P exam

25-8-08 Gembio exam..

27-8-08 Pathology exam..

29-8-08 Haematology exam..

omigosh!!!,Life's difficult

Sianz

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Hope

by Brian Quinn

When all about you is black with gloom,
And all you feel is pending doom.
When your bones are racked with grim despair -
When every breath is a gasp for air.
Keep on going, though you need to grope,
For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,
As your will to live has been bereft.
You've lost it all, it's just no use!
You can end it all, you need no excuse.
But throw away that piece of rope,
And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,
Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.
This is your life and you can make a new start,
By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.
Taking baby steps in order to cope,
And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,
Though the road be steep and hard to climb.
The hurts of the past - they should be dead.
The fears of the future are all in your head.
Just live in the present and refuse to mope
Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

Sianz

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Here comes Tuesday,the second day of the wk.Erm... Morning i kind of overslept,supposed to wake up at 6am as usual.ENd up wake up at 9am =.=,my hp like ringing the whole morning.RRRRINGGGG!!! damm annoying,but luckily i was not late for school.Lesson was 2hr studying about the human reproductive system and about how les act in the train.LMAO!!!

After school,i straight away siam out of the class and headed to the MRT station.Well,actually planned to go home sleep but in the end decided to follow Pei xuan,Hui ying and Justina to eat.Haha,kind of psycho-ed them to eat.In the train hor,i found out that Jx called me,ask mi want eat LJS.But already in the train already so nvm,SORRY FOR PSING u guys(well,i didn't realliy say i joining u guys,so cannot consider PS right?)And i looked into my Hp and saw 8 missed calls=.=,4 from jx and 4 from HR.Y i didnt feel the vibrations arh? Funny sia.So very sorry once again!!!,maybe i losing my sense of touch already.Oh ya,met Ashraf at outram-he heading to sentosa for work.

Went to subway due to popular demand,erm...I ate like teriyaki chicken(no veggie),i think i am folate deficient seriously with 2 cookies and 1 med size drink.Some pictures there:




After eating subway,feeling very tired(must be because of the trytophan),should have eat the chicken 1st,but hor den the bread not really appetizing already.After lunch,go walk walk around vivocity.Went to a shop and tio shocked like 8 times when playing with that chewing gum shocker;I still can feel the static within me ):,after that my legs wobbly already and i'm awake.LOL,tio shocked awake le,should have bought it for 2morrow Greg poi lesson.Den like nothing le bah,go window shopping and i basically KO-ed on the train back,till i missed my stop=.=.Oh ya,haven't test for Hep B(had my 3 jabs already),NOOO i dun want venipuncture!!!

Time just flows so fast

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

YESH!!!! Now I know why i luv mondays;cause I get to meet my friends again (:.The weekends are so boring without friends.I wonder how I am going to survive the holidays LOL!!.

Today was surprising,i actually sat in the middle(usually i sit at the back) and the RESULT was 'I listened in class!!!! WOW!!!'I like dunno how long never properly listen to the teacher talk already.
Practical was funny after he did all the procedures.Erm... i think i am a bit childish Hehe,I go hook my leg on Nic chair and pull him all around the lab.LOL,then nic pulled HR and jx also,so become like a train.DEN hor kenna scolded of course!!

CCY:Please dun do this,ltr the chair spoil!!
Jx:Don't worry we are pros!!!

And we continued =.= despite the scolding.P.S Clam and aini were humping LM LOL!!!! Too bad i don't have the video.

After school,actually want to eat dinner with Chris,Nic,Jx and Rong.But all in the end,dun want eat =.=,abandon poor little me.In the train,kenna shoot till very bad.Pls dun underestimate the POWER of GALS.United they are mighty.Don't want to mess with them esp the two devils(Huiying and chris).I followed Chris to Orchard cause thought she want to eat,but in the end she changed her mind.SIanz lor=.=.

So the disappointed me went to bugis junction to eat (:
I bought TAKO!!! YUMMY!!
The inside (:

AFter that,i still feeling hungry so went up to the foodcourt which looks like the most grand foodcourt i have ever been to(so high classde) and ordered teppanyaki
MY dinner (:
Now i realised that life can be happy if you look at the right perspective,To all the EMO pple out there,u can be HAPPY,its whether if you want it or not.EVEN a LONER like mi can do it,so can U!!!

I'm happy!!! Nothing else matters

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Minato Hikari

Shugo chara Tribute

Just wanted to post some pics on shugo chara (:

I'm back

I'm back to blogging after so long.That means i need something to keep track of my feelings and to keep my boredom at bay.Due to many problems at school,I'll been stuck in the mud.However,today i can say i have fully recovered from my fall and ready to face the world again,however bad it might be.

Today,there was nothing special,lazing around here and there.Opps,exams starting already and i haven't started revising plus i haven't even done my datasheets =.= Anyway,I must concentrate more on myself and less on irritating problems like love ,friends or this .Behold I have been revived!!! HOHOHO!!!oh ya,i found myself a new japanese name that looks quite nice--->Hikari Minato

Destiny?,Fate? i have broken away from them.I will only trust in myself

-Shaun aka Xion Regis;Hikari Minato